whats another term for 'i suddenly feel so scared for what's my life at stake'? i've been getting this weird feeling quite a lot nowadays.is it suppose to mean something or am i just being paranoid again.who can tell when jennifer hudson is screaming her big-ass voice at me on tv.yes my sister's watching 'dreamsgirls' again -.- my ears pain siia.shaddup lah hudson.okay now its beyonce,better abit.hmm..its panda season again.eyebags are the new fashion tad lah huh.everyone seems to have them.Hahaha.. next week's gonna be busy.i gotta cram all my studying to night time again.GAAAH more baggy eyes uh.eh i really hope going on monday will like spur me on to do what i want lah.really..talking about this future stuff with Finn is making me all worried again.i wanna start in June.but then its my last holiday.like a for-real one.i dont want some crappy shit holiday where i have to do stuff i dont want to do and postpone all my dates again.so fustrating okay! tsk. things better start to speed up.or maybe slowing down is better.even what im saying now doesnt make sense.nothing does anyway.
i got a PEP talk again! wheeeeeeeeeeee~ so fun lah to hear people tell you that you're amazing and no one can stop you from doing anything you want.its like immediately you wanna get up and start thrashing about the world showing eveyone who's boss.it does it does.TRYYYY.
so im going on hiatus starting this week.must start early later really no time at all.haiishhhh.how do i see myself in fifteen years? i wont say, i'll do.st
And my dearest beloved Nino, i still love you no matter what.woman or no woman.
hell this'll just make you wanna 'oppah! XDD
dozing off at 10:43 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
SAXES ICE SKAAATING! Four people who make class-life fun(: Hopelessly Cute Nerd.Helplessly Adorkable.Happyless -something- Dumbo :DD my mouth was getting cold uhh.hahaha.thanks ah fakhrin. Best Picture ((:
sorry ah but its really standard how i only update like one or twice a week.maybe quite seldom a random post in the middle of the night while im chionging school work on the com.heeee.dont expect too much yeah (:
SAXES ICE SKAAAAAATING! hahaha.that was last sunday.first time at Kallang Ice World le.though i stay so near.hardly go there.and we've all never ice-skated before until that day! well except for Bea.she's so pro can! and i tell you Junchun is hopeless at balancing himself.he's the one who kept faalling all over himself when we stepped into the rink.HAHAHAHAHHAA.reminds me of Wanxuan! i hold her also she can fall down.cos she keep leaning back -.- but then later on everyone was so happy skating here and there and making each other fall~ weeeeee~ you're welcome Panda! (: NO PAIN NO GAIN.haha.i think me Fakhrin and Bea learned quite fast ah.lols.self-praiseee^^
i think Jonathan was really the clown of the day.the way he fall ah, really sia the impact is like WOAH! i see him my ass pain alrdy.hahaha.Eileen was so scared so she stayed on the sidelines at first.clement and congyao were moving around everywhere.yaddayadda.we ate PASTAMANIAAAAAAAA.omg like finally i get to unravel the beautiful taste of pizza and whatever in my impatient tastebuds.i shared a pizza with Bea and it was yummmay (: walked around and played everywhere then i went home with Bea.hahhaha.so sadded lah never stayed long enough to witness Jon's retarded bowling.people bowl still can so stress le! HAHAHAHA~ eh next time go where ah? someplace cold again ah! heeee (:
now for SPOOORTS DAAAAAAAAAAAY! i'll talk about happyhappy stuff cos i dont wanna be Happyless okay.hahaha.i sat with the Helplessly Adorkable and we had so much fuuuuuuuuun! Crapping fo course.eh Sihan,Ricolaaaaaaaaaaaa! hahhahahha.all the cellilute and flabbylegs! LOL that woman is funny lah! and thanks Happyless for sparing a Blueberrybun for me.i think i wouldve died if it were'nt for that bun.hahahaha.class was half missing.most on duty or whatever.mr shafeee was reading his newspaper -.- forever lah that guy.anyway, Dianah run damn fast can! hahahhaa.not surprising lah that chicken girl! XD anyway went to eat after that with her and Joleen and Sis and Nadia.talked till the evening faded and the sun went down.conquered the backseat of bus 51 and went home to do Bio project.weeee~ isnt life fun.
dozing off at 11:05 AM
Friday, April 03, 2009
i love sitting beside this idiot! we went through almost everything together (: this sick idiot always asking me for tissue XD eh cheeyuan,you want this photo not? HAHAHHAHA~ THE ROCK ON MELAYUS! ZEEE.i miss her. QM UNIFORMS! we are blessed by he buddha! XD
we got shining silver.i cried cos it was funny.too bad we didnt get the Gold we deserved huh.if not i would've kissed Faj and GuoWei and Wanxuan would've loved it.. SAXES, i love you guys.thankya'll for everything we've been through as a section (: this sunday! ice skating!! cant wait.oh and thanks also to all the people who supported me and the band as a whole before during and all for syf.not possible without you guys =D on a special note, SIHAAAAN MY DEAR HELPLESS WOMAN.you really eased my tension with Aiba yeah.
